Am I weird!!!

Well today felt weird somehow. "Weird" you say. Well let me tell you. When I woke up this morning I felt like I couldnt sleep right from the time I went to bed. I dont know if it was because I was so excited about going to my best friend Shannons house and finally getting some time to sit and talk, cause me and her are always busy, or what? I started thinking, well that couldnt be it cause I have been excited about other things before and was still able to go to sleep well. So then it dawned on me that I was excited cause the kids were going back to school tomorrow and wanted the day to go by fast so I could hurry and get them prepared for a new year with their favorite teacher. lol. lol. Now I know I may sound like a cruel mother but to tell you the truth, I need my "me time" for myself as well and it is so hard when you got 2 teenagers stuck to you like gum. I tried to leave them with my mom but they wouldnt have it. If you may not know me by now, I have 2 autistic children and are nonverbal and they both have different ways of spending the day. Josh, my son, likes to be out and about where as Abigail, my daughter, likes to just kick back at home and be a home body. Dont get me wrong, I like to do both but when one wants to do one thing and then the other wants to do the other, its difficult cause I can't stretch myself in two directions. You know what I mean? Well anyways back to my point about being weird, I was also feeling excited about doing this Challenge thing that I joined to loose weight but didnt have all the energy to get excited cause I was still too excited about my kids going to school. Now my question is this. Is it weird how I can have 2 types of mixed emotions but are both for good reasons? That is something that I have been thinking about and is still thinking about it.